Sleep Deprived Genesis!

Thousands are the times that I told myself that today would be the last day I'd stay up all night, but in vain. It's getting out of hand now, I'm getting ready to start a new life.. where I'll be in need of each and every second of sleep to function like a normal human being. I've tried all sorts of things to put myself to sleep! but it seems like my body is immune to all of that, (I'd never try perscribed medicine).. I even went to a "Sleep Doctor" to help me with my problems but he told me that I had alot of sleep debt to make up for.. therefore I should try to sleep longer.. I didn't know about the sleep debt before talking to him, he said that a normal human being needs a certain amount of hours of sleep per day.. if he sleeps an hour less one day he has to sleep an hour more the following day.. and guess what.. it accumulates!!!... so I guess with this I need a full year of sleep to make up for all my sleep debt! I believe that the problem is that knowing that I could never put myself back to sleep if I woke up in the middle of the night to [CENSORED]. So why go through the hassle of sleeping in the first place, then my mind dictates that I should stay awake.. be more productive, and an hour of sleep on the chair or couch is more than enough! hmm... yeah.. but I'm tired MIND? may I go to sleep? I guess that my sleep problem will never be solved just because it's not a problem in the first place... it's me who chose to become sleep deprived, whether consciously or unconsciously! again, I sign it with, I'm Talking non-sense!