Healing the wound!

"We die, rich with lovers and tribes, tastes we have swallowed, bodies we have plundered" Katherine Clifton. Smoking the day's last puffs, I came to realize how pitiful my life had become... In a conversation with a friend I have discovered that I've made the biggest mistake of my life. A mistake that I should have figured out 3 and half years ago. Surrendering to a past that could never come back again! Images that come to me of people and places have always bothered and frightened me... Someone that I'd never be with again, not because it's my decision but because fate had chosen for them to give away all that is of sentimental value. And to me, they have always been. Why is life so hard when you're devoted? When you pour your heart out to someone there's always a chance that you'd get stabbed in the back..... *Sigh* My friend, today, was trying to help me get back on track! But what she didn't know is what I've been through in the last few years... When you vow never to go back to that place again, everything else doesn't matter except a word from that very person who have hurt you one day. Again, I sign it with, I'm Talking Non-Sense!